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I hate seeing animals or thinking about them. I get all emotional and sad thinking about potential ways they could get hurt or die :(
#i hate my brain#also i still have that very vivid image of my dog getting hit by a car in my head#like I'm terrified this will happen someday#why do i torture myself like this#i also keep thinking about her dying from cancer or something#like i cried on my way to class today because i just thought about that#and there was a cat in front of the student dorm and i just thought about how it might get hit by a car on his way back home#and fun thing is#this happens with any animal#i see a random bird and just get sad because i think it might get hurt#yayyy#crying myself to sleep tonight#i hate having emotions lol#i get that with humans to a limited extent#but like i don't see a random person and think 'huh potentially they could get hit by a car or die somehow else any moment'#except for people really close to me- i do that there too. but not as much. idk where this is going actually#anyway#normal brain behavior#night night#void screams
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Remember when I said the Grassland!Sylus childhood friends/arranged marriage/soulmates AU was at around 4.6k words?
she grew and I still have like three scenes I need to finish writing, but instead of doing that, I kept writing new scenes and...I think I lost control of the story and my life (╥_╥)
So I'm posting another snippet, because...my brain is tired and I really, really, really want to finish this by Sunday because I have another AU wip that I'm also obsessed with I mean I need to finish part 3 of that other Sylus breeding kink fic I promise it's coming
Reminder that this story will include light breeding kink, pregnancy kink, smut, body worship, gratuitous usages of terms of endearment ("my bride" and "my beloved"), Sylus being grossly in love with you, basically lots of fluff. Anyhoo...
The following morning you were lazing in the field as the flock of sheep grazed peacefully all around you. The warm sunlight had you yawning, already feeling yourself being lured by the tempting sun into drifting back to sleep. As the time passed, your eyes felt heavier, and you nodded off a little. Another yawn escaped before you decided a few minutes of rest wouldn’t hurt. Slowly, you closed your eyes, letting them rest for a few minutes. “Is this what you do when I’m not here?” You immediately opened your eyes when you heard Sylus’ approaching voice. You let out a soft surprised squeak when he knelt down next to you, his face looming just mere inches from yours. He was smirking. “Lazing around and sleeping? What if your sheep gets stolen by wild beasts, my beloved?” You glared at him. “I was not sleeping. I…was blinking.” “Your eyes were closed for far longer than a blink should be.” “I had some dust in my eyes.” “I’m quite sure I heard you snoring.” You blushed and shoved his face aside, glowering when he started laughing at you. “Did you come all the way out here just to tease me?” “Mmhmm,” he answered with a pleased nod as he sat back with his legs propped up. His elbow rested on top of his leg while he cradled his chin in his hand. You noticed in his other hand was a wreath crafted from leaves and berries. Your heart quickened and you gasped softly. You looked at him expectantly. It was at that moment that you noticed the dark bags under his eyes. You crawled over to him and he sat back, allowing you to settle in between his long legs. You reached up and touched his face. “Did you not sleep last night?” you asked him worriedly. He simply smiled and shook his head. Without a word, Sylus placed the wreath on top of your head. You reached up and touched it tentatively as you looked at him confused. “I wanted to finish this for you,” he explained, smiling, “Just as I had thought. This suits you.” “R-really?” “Mmhmm,” he hummed again, nodding. He leaned in to steal your lips. “You look beautiful.” “Sylus…” You could feel your cheeks warming up as he spoke. “Now everyone will know you are mine and I am yours.” You felt touched by his gesture. Without thinking, you threw your arms around his neck, surprising him into losing his balance. Sylus laid on the grass with you on top of him. You grinned and kissed him happily. He looked up, gasping softly when he saw the sunlight had formed a radiant halo behind your head. How…ethereal... He smiled, his hand gently grasped your chin, his thumb brushing over your soft, trembling lips. “We are already promised to one another,” he said, “but if I may be presumptuous, I would still like to ask.” You looked down at him confused. “My beloved,” he said, voice soft and sincere, “will you be my bride?” You stroked his cheek, and as you leaned down closer to his face, your wreath tilted on your head. “What do you think?” He smiled. “Your wreath is going to fall off.” “You’ll put it back on for me, right?” He huffed in amusement at your audacious question, but he nodded. “Yeah,” he said, reaching up to fix the wreath for you, “I will…my bride.” For that brief moment, you felt like your heart had stopped, and then you smiled again as you leaned in and kissed him, feeling his strong arms wrapped around you and holding you close to his body. “This is my vow to you, my bride” he said, “There is only you in my eyes. In this life and all of the lifetimes afterwards, I will always choose you.” “Same for me,” you answered, gazing back at him fondly. You stroked his cheek, letting yourself drown in those passionate crimson eyes. “I will always find you,” you promised, “In all of our lives together, I will always find you and choose you, my love.” Your ardent words beckoned his lips to yours, and for the rest of the day, you lay together under the warm morning sun on the grassland, lost in your own world of bliss.
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace x reader#sylus x reader#x — fanfics ⋆ wips#can i just say#my average word count is typically around 2-4k words#not#whatever has been happening lately with the sylus fics#this is not normal behavior for me#the sylus brain rot is an outlier and should not be giving people any expectations of me#(┬┬_┬┬)#but i am lowkey excited about this fic#so i will try to finish by sunday#ಥ‿ಥ
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to be fair. on one hand it’s so emotional seeing that both the players and the admins/eggs are so effected by all this. they cared so deeply and got so attached.
but on the OTHER hand, it’s exceedingly funny to imagine them just trying to like. be Normal Friends after all this. like “hey i know we’ve been interacting for literal weeks where you were my son/daughter, buts it’s nice to finally meet you!!! what’s your name btw.”
#LIKE!#‘introduced as fellow server player’ and ‘introduced as child for you to adopt’ VERY different scenarios to start a friendship#how do you PROCEED after that and act like it’s Normal and you didn’t rewire each others brain#bc it’s not like they’ll just RESUME THE BEHAVIOR??? yknow? like. they gotta form a New dynamic whole acting like the old one didn’t do That#mcyt#qsmp#og post#hit tweets
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As much as the 'haha Takemichi went to save his husband after saving his wife, bisexual much?' joke is funny, people who seriously thinks Tokyo Revengers should've stopped when Hinata was finally safe and sound missed an important component to the plot.
Yes, it all started with Hinata - but since when was it all about Hinata?
Takemichi, kind-hearted Takemichi, should've just stopped everything after saving her? He got into Toman for this reason, yes, to get closer to Mikey and stop him - and Kisaki - from killing her, but he also sincerely got closer to Mikey. And everyone else. And he's supposed to simply leave them be when 'mission: save Hinata' is complete? As if the number of people he wanted to save didn't get longer with each timeline? Those are his friends why would he throw them all away.
To protect Hinata he decided to stick close to Mikey since he failed to prevent Mikey and Kisaki meeting each other - and he got attached to Mikey during that, as well as all of Toman. Each steps to save Hinata was also a step to save Mikey from corruption and self-destruction. It was all linked from the start.
There was a shift after Bonten, okay, whatever, the only thing that truly changed was Hinata's importance in it. New enemy? That happens in each arc (right, sure, there wasn't Kisaki anymore). Mikey being more and more violent? Again, each arc featured a moment of Mikey showing signs of being mentally unwell - and now it was aggravated because it was two years earlier than what Takemichi got used to go back to. Etc, etc. Toman may be disbanded, but its (at least main) members still meet and interact and they all kept in touch - Mikey aside. That just a change of mood, a mix of the present/future timelines with a more serious setting and of the past timelines with how young they are, despite not being as young as before. And future timelines have never been a problem - there's a lot of love for Manila and Bonten. If Wakui had had time and energy, Kanto Manji, all 70 and so last chapters of TR could've worked with its fanbase. For some reasons it didn't, and I don't get why by myself
#mikey has already been violent. past mikey never that much but we saw manila and bonten mikey's behavior#how is kanto manji mikey's surprising when you know what he did in manila and bonten#chifuyu had already tried to stop takemichi in his stubbornness that was harming him. several time. Tenjiku. Bonten. sure he may have been#harsh when he basically blamed takemichi for drakens death - but in his defense he had no idea what was going on? for him they were all#finally getting normal lives far from violence. violence who took baji away from him fairly fast btw#leave him not want to have more of his friends dying - leave him being angry that he lost one more (even if takemichi deserved better)#ive got more to talk about for sure but brain stopped there so i will too bye#tr#tokyo revengers#tokrev#rant#i love wakui all my homie hates wakui haters#hanagaki takemichi#HIS EMA FROM NEW YEAR WAS LITERALLY 'I HOPE TO BE A HERO TO SAVE EVERYONE'#sometimes pinterest comments feel like they lack reading comprehension - and literally sometimes#tr takemichi#tokrev takemichi
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good morning, i'm thinking about snow leopard/kitty hybrid gojo laying on your back after he cums inside, purring and licking you almost as if he can groom you (and also because he likes the taste of your skin), rubbing his cheek all over you because you're so warm and he's so happy... (and he still hasn't pulled out btw)
#re: satoru gojo#cw hybrids#i'm so normal about him as you can tell <3#pretty little kitty. he just loves you so much 😔#ears and tail lazily flicking as he closes his eyes and smiles all content while squishing you under his weight#teeth gently bite down on your neck instinctively if you squirm too much or try to get up#no!!! you're not allowed to move you're not allowed to leave him!!!#kitty gets to lay for as long as he wants ☹️😠#<<< or at least that's the logic in his brain#meanwhile you can barely breathe#the realest cat behavior
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it's the way i associate every single one of my mutuals with someone/something like lucy? billie eilish, hannah? sabrina carpenter, eunoia? conan gray, may? steph bohrer, skye? leo valdez, addie? keefe sencen, ceri? remus lupin, sofia? olivia rodrigo, emma? percy jackson, izzy? maisie peters, gracie? gracie abrams, cynthia? cozy autumn/fall, emmie? green butterflies/flowers, jamie? paintings/crochet, jas? grayson hawthorne, lyla? fashion/designer clothes, jude? soft pink things, siara? pink and blue things/spring, ava? taylor swift, asher? descendants, charlie? jason grace etc etc
#guys im not insane i swear omg idk why i literally typed almost every mutuals name 😭#im sorry if i missed anyone 😔#i should probably go rest my brain bc clearly this isn't me exhibiting normal behavior#❪ 🌺 ❫ ─── zel's musings
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One thing they don't tell you about having raging undiagnosed moral OCD is that if you play a D&D character who is trying very hard to be a good person, they will accidentally get every single one of your Symptoms™ and years later in retrospect you will be extremely grateful your friends were willing to share a table with you
#i'm back at trying to transcribe some of our old session recaps and. you all will never guess what i'm realizing#listening to the audio we have of this one conversation between erwyn and kriv and physically cringing a bit#like on the one hand erwyn has a lot of trauma and him coming across as a bit mentally unbalanced is. in-character#but also i can tell how much of it was me doing it on accident#and also i'd forgotten that one reason i fell behind on recaps was that i was specifically avoiding listening to audio of this session#because i'd gotten so stressed out about it#not normal behavior! extremely mentally deranged of me actually!#god i'm so glad i understand my brain a little better now#but also. also
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Silly creature :}
#I drew these at 6 in the morning#Definitely normal human behavior going on here#I was gonna write “I can be your angle or your Jebil” but my sleep deprived brain said that was too stupid#It was wrong I still think it's funny#Toby please give us more Jevil lore#my art#fanart#jevil#jevil deltarune#deltarune#deltarune jevil
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so. i am of the opinion that gortash is terrifyingly good at reading people. the stat that is most commonly associated with this ability is wis, but. while his wis certainly isn’t bad, he mostly uses his int.
the way he so easily slips into one mask after the other to manipulate. understand. i think that he has no actual empathy at all but operates almost like a highly intelligent ai would. taking the brain apart into pieces he digests, studies, learns to comprehend. remembering things. “if i do this, they become sad.” “if i do this, they fear me.” (insert creepy gort smile here) “if i press this nerve, the brain i’m currently digging in will spill information.” it’s all like. how do i say this. highly accurate calculations instead of actual empathy.
#yeah his desire to digest zeke’s brain was immediate#normal behavior#enver gortash#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#gortash
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i'm seeing three times as many people bitching in the tag about the very idea that someone might not like this breed than i see people actually expressing unambiguous dislike for this breed
#the preemptive counter-bitchers are consistently orders of magnitude meaner and more uncharitable about it too#like i'm convinced at this point these people just have these counter-bitches ready to go on launch regardless of actual reception#it's starting to feel like they just fill out a generic “what moral failing can i accuse the potential idea of dislikers of” template#and post it as soon as the thing's out whether or not anyone actually complains much less the way they accuse people of#these people are getting to the point that even when it's about something i unambiguously *like* i still have to resist the urge#to comment “fr staff aren't gonna fuck you bro”#there's like 11 different posts all insisting that the only reason anyone could dislike the new breed is fatphobia#meanwhile i scrolled down the entire tag and found like 2. maybe 3 people that even mentioned it in the same post as disliking the breed#before anyone gets ideas i'm generally-neutral-to-appreciative of the attempt at moldbreaking on the breed#and am completely indifferent the weight of dragons. the only thing i care about is if the design is original and interesting#a vast majority of the dislike posts i've seen so far have been in the vein of “nah man this one's just not for me” or “too maggot”#or “i hoped for an eldritch horror”. and there's not that many of these dislike posts in general. especially compared to normal.#meanwhile the counter-bitching has all been like “YOU'RE ALL JUST GREEDY UNPLEASABLE ENTITLED WHINY BABY FATPHOBES DIE MAD”#it's like this every time and i feel like it takes less and less to get people going like this every time#it almost feels like they get angrier faster the *less* anyone actually complains in the first place#a behavior pattern i'm well versed in from experience with my mother#and they always seem to get angriest at the most mild polite complaint posters rather than any of the actually questionable ones#like they'll ignore someone spouting clear fatphobia to go fling bigotry accusations at someone who just said “eh i kinda hoped for scary”#they also consistently have a bad case of “fr players are a monolith who all ask for the same things”-brain#i don't know what it is that makes it so fr players are so insecure about liking anything that the possible existence of anyone who doesnt#makes them feel like they're being directly attacked#flight rising#i suspect it's downstream of a similar kind of “we know if we don't get what we want we lose our chance because the devs are fickle” thing#to the fundamental flaw that doomed the minecraft mob votes
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good mrobibg how are ou I am priming my defender
WHO UP PRIMING THEY DEFENDERS ???????
#i miss them so bad. but ive relistened to it so much that now in rewatching riptide to clear my brains cache of them-#so my next rewatch of pd will be more fun (this is normal person behavior) ^_^#vixen rambles#vixen answers
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I have many freak behaviors but one that is definitely towards the top of that list is using online maps like a paper map. By which I mean instead of going to the search bar and typing in a place I just find it by locating it/zooming in
#i do type things in occasionally but even for like. addresses and such#i will open the maps app zoom in and then plot the route myself in my brain#not beating the [redacted] sense of directions accusations#this post brought to you by me opening openstreetmaps and finding muzilheg in this manner. normal guy behavior#perce rambles
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im gonna explode. there are two small children and flatmate's mother doing a mess in the kitchen. why are they here
#this is making me so uncomfortable im gonna cry#and i can't focus on the project#i ask roommate how long they're gonna be here because i don't feel comfortable doing my things in the kitchen with them around and she#called me insane and that i should change my behavior because it's not normal#well sorry that the way my brain works isn't normal but im still uncomfortable with strangers in the place where i live#especially when they're being loud are touching my stuff and are drinking my tea#makes me think that people want to be friends with mentally ill people until those people start showing signs of mental illness#like im working on myself ive been working on changing by brain for almost a year but it takes time i can't just be suddenly normal#i need a hug so fucking bad
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ur comment on that post abt dunmeshi mischaracterization is so real. the white ppl have got to go i have seen the most egregious takes on certain characters particularly the ones who are clearly not white and its like hmmm i wonder why these white ppl r so quick to demonize the characters that arent white 🤔
TRULY. It's so scary out here. Can anyone hear me
#Also not The Same but the way chilchuck is treated in fandom..... Like he's probably meant to be white but also.#Like. That man experiences racism. God damn. Halflings are literally treated like dogs (consider the parallel between dogs pulling mandrake#And halflings on boats to warn the sailors of sirens. Plus the whole succubus bait stuff) anyway while it's not the same as the way the#Fandom treats Toshiro and Kabru I think the way so many ppl either... Don't really acknowledge the fact that chilchucks behavior is shaped#By marginalization (ex. When he's kinda mean to marcille when she asks why he doesn't like magic. Like. The abductions. Another ex. How he'#Not super open abt his age. Yeah that's a little odd but also: hes a fucking adult he shouldn't have to share personal details to be treate#Like one!!!) and the fact that when ppl do talk Abt halfling marginalization it's almost always the infantilism like.#That sucks super hard but they are being used as fucking succubus bait we aren't discussing that even a little?#Anyway I have some thoughts Abt how some ways the half lings are stereotyped actually reminds me of like. Arab and general West Asian#Stereotypes but that's for a diff post. Anyway Toshiro and Kabru are base level can you be fucking normal and chilchuck is can you like#Actually acknowledge shit that. Idk even how to say it like the story literally beats u over the head with it and ppl just don't talk Abt i#Sorry for chilchuck brain but he's genuinely a character I empathize with a lot bc of marginalization reasons even tho he sucks a lil
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all of dark's mannerisms are so extra. it's so embarrassing to be around him in public but especially if he's in a good mood with you. especially since he loves to touch and keep his arm around you or keep you close in some way. no escape
#*・゚⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#peach saying hes got to be more normal echoing in my brain#hes sooooo not going to do that but at least its funny. owahuawiaw#the theater kid behavior never turns off....
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my toxic trait is that if someone is even slightly annoyed or critical of me at all then I cut myself for an hour and contemplate suicide
#sunventing#someone: your behavior is kind of bad#me: okay sorry :)#my brain: CUT YOURSELF KILL YOURSELF YOU SHOULD DIE#like girl chill ……#He says he’s mad and I whip out the blade like wtf how is that a normal reaction 💀💀💀#bpd#bpd feels#self harm#sh tw#tw sh#tw self destructive behavior#depressing shit
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